"Waitin' paitently I ask myself, where I wanna go, where I wanna be, life is much more than runnin' in the streets" ~ Consequence, off of Kanye's "Spaceship"
So I think I've reached a point in my life, where I need to start to decide want I want to do with the rest of it. As much as I'd love to revert back to being 10 and not having to deal with any bullshit, I have to grow up sometime.
There is just one problem. I have no idea where I want to go. I'm not even completely sure if I know myself well enough at this point. Which leaves me with quite a dilemma.
With all my pondering, I have come to one conclusion....I don't want to grow up. You know when your 9 and you just want to be older? Yeah, I'm at the point where shit hits the fan. Not to say I'm old, not by any means, but I think I've been slapped with the realization that I'm only a few years away from having to enter the real world.
I'm not ready.
And....well now onto part two of this blog. There are a few other things I feel the need to address.
The Last Hoorah. The Final Stand. The End of the Road.
Whatever you want to call it, I think this blog may have reached it.
With this being the first blog from me in probably a month, and the first blog period in about 3 weeks, this seems to be dying off.
Not that anyone actually reads this to care. Lets be real, no one actually reads this shit, besides my partner in crime.
Granted, this blog was never really about becoming a "famous" (as famous as you can hope to be off the internet) writer, or attracting fans, or anything. It was just a way for both of us to express our opinions and thoughts, a really cheap (free) form of therapy if you will.
But it seems that now, sadly, this ride has reached it's final destination. Hey, maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'll end up writing again, but who knows. If anyone actually reads this blog, drop a comment and let me know you're gonna miss it.
If not, more realistically, peace to everyone who (doesn't) read this.
"Sometimes we try to fly with our wings tattered, sometimes we don't think to try cuz we don't know any better, So I've gathered myself just to prove, to me, I am not afraid anymore, of whats around the corner" ~ Tonedeff
One Love,
Blue
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4 comments:
yea yall have been slackin' lately lol but i really did enjoy reading the blogs..yall was on some real stuff... but every end is a new begining
I went back and read some stuff and honestly this was also a form of therapy for me 2 lol.. it provided a lot of insight for me lol
yeah I can't really speak for Madd cuz idk where the fuck he's been at lol
thanks for the support though
stfu. keep writing. u wont regret it
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