Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Too Much is Never Enough

"You wanna fight me, fight these tears" ~ DMX

Or is it enough is always too much?

Heart that is.
It seems like those that don't have it are considered normal these days. So where is the line drawn between being a loving person and being overly emotional?

That's a question I've yet to answer myself. From my experience living in this world today (no GZA), having any at all is already more than necessary.

Apparently, anyone, especially males, who shows emotion is bitchmade. But I don't see things that way. "Life is cold, cold is pain, pain is growth..." ~ Blu (not to be confused with me...no E son). What is wrong with being able to admit your not perfect, or admit that you have had some emotionally damaging experiences? Now I'm not saying you need to dwell on them your entire life, but you have to admit them to yourself to be able to grow.

The sooner you admit your own failures the sooner you will be able to handle future ones. And the more you admit to yourself the stronger you will become, especially in terms of heart. It may seem that little things get to me, and that I care too much, but I guess that is just a side effect of having to much heart. Personally I would rather care too much than not enough.

If you ever see someone with enough heart to admit everything and break down to you, realize they are few out of many. That is not something you will come across very often. So don't just turn the cold shoulder, listen intently. If they are being real they are most likely extremely pained to do this, but know that they will be better off in the long run once it is over.

If you have heart too, show them so love.

"I'm sending my thug love, but who is sending their love to me?" ~ Saigon

One Love,
Blue aka 1 Breath

2 comments:

Maddchild(DM) said...
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Maddchild(DM) said...

Messed up my 1st comment.

But yeah show your heart and open up. Being real with yourself is one step to being stronger overall.